You misunderstood me. I was saying that as in I was trying to get rid of you permanently. I can see how the joke was misunderstood though. I'm trying not to add to the anxiety you're probably feeling now. I've been in your shoes before. I had an online girlfriend in France who had to go to Waco for something. Since Waco is only about 4 hours away, I decided to go meet her. Boy was I nervous. After it was over though, I barely managed to force myself to go back home. Once I got over that initial meeting, things were wonderful. And my friend did something more extreme. One day he decided he was going to go all the way to Salt Lake City, Utah (24 hours away) to meet his girlfriend. The following weekend, he and I packed up our bags and went there for a week in my car. (His truck sucked.) She had been my friend for about two years so I was nervous too. It all turned out great though. Now I have a trip to Ontario to make whenever I have the opportunity. So take it from someone who's been there, it's only nerve-racking until you get there.