Damn dude...that sucks big time.
Similar situation here. Woman of my dreams going to school in the US, me here in Canada going to school, each of us with our respective...uh....don't know the asexual term for this one....girl/boyfriends? Not spouses. Not significant others (I don't care much about my girl here (nothing serious), and she couldn't give less of a fuck about her boyfriend there (straight from the horse's mouth here people...I saw her over the holidays)). I dunno. What was I saying? Oh yeah. Well we're both crazy about each other and have been for, oh, coming up on six years now. Circumstances prevent us from being together, and will continue to do so for at least the next 5 years or so. My point (and don't think I'm trying to steal the spotlight from you...there's a lesson here)? Life goes on. It hurts now but it'll fade. Don't obssess over it. It was an online relationship, and as crazy as you can be about someone online, it's never real. When I was with my online "fling", I sacrificed everything for her. My relationship with my family, my free time, my grades, and generally who I was. She became the ideal woman, since she wasn't there to burden me with all her faults (and believe me...there were A LOT of them). Give it a month, and you'll be completely back to normal. Time heals all wounds, or at least patches them up enough so you can get on with your life; we all have our little burdens. I get up every morning, give a quick thought to the girl from my hometown, feel a surge of love, a stab of pain, then think about what class I have first. Electronics. Fuck.